Heaven Sent 가사

(Yeah) No one told me there'd be nights like these I been spending time lookin' for a way out Hard to find another quite like me Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now All the pressure took my soul away Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile I really don't know what came over me But it looks like I've been here for a while Lost my way in the vertigo Scared of change I been there before I've only ever said what I meant Am I not allowed to live without regret? Cause I never hear the end of it Stuck outside my element Spent too many years around here thinkin' I was heaven sent Tried to start again but I'm still haunted by my arrogance I've lost too many friends to think I deserve my relevance I hate this Every time it starts to turn out good, something takes it Maybe I should call it, leave it all, just erase it Talkin' to myself, acting out, can't explain it Swear to God the feeling of defeat is so contagious No one told me there'd be nights like these I been spending time lookin' for a way out Hard to find another quite like me Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now All the pressure took my soul away Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile I really don't know what came over me But it looks like I've been here for a while