Certainty lyrics

Certainty I tried to wash your scent From the surface of my skin I tried to drown my memory I tried to mute your voice That still echoes in my ear I tried to chase away the shadows Will I ever find peace, will I ever be free Will I ever be blessed with certainty If you were the one to make me whole And bring enlightement to my soul I tried to rip the skies apart That threw their shades at me I tried to cut my eyes wide open I tried so hard to destroy But didn`t find salvation To find relief, to realise