Fear lyrics

I am far from what I've been A new world for me to see All precious things that I have seen Look simple and so small to me All banners waved are set aflame As mountains rise in front me No mercy and no one to blame For the darkness I will to see With every aspect of my soul I am longing for relief From this darkest certainty I wish I could believe Every second I seek answers To the question that has none That has to remain unanswered Until we are gone With every hour that I spend On exploring this terrain Fear is growing, ever onward How long can I stand this pain? With every aspect of my soul I am longing for relief From this darkest certainty I just wish I could believe With every aspect of my soul I am longing for relief From this darkest certainty I just wish I could believe That there will be something After bodies cease to be The fear that there could be nothing Will I ever know With every aspect of my soul I am longing for relief From this darkest certainty I just wish I could believe With every aspect of my soul I am longing for relief From this darkest certainty I just wish I could believe That there will be something After bodies cease to be The fear that there could be nothing Is paralysing me