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you were pulling me around on your string and i left that crimson trail behind me with my bloodied knees and when you decided to let me go i just wish that i would've known but i didn't not at all and when it was all set in stone i wish you could've let me know a little sooner but you didn't so now i'm just laying under the sheets with all the cold surrounding me and i can't sleep not even for a moment it feels like my head is caving in i don't know where to begin to get these memories out of my mind this isn't the first time and when you decided to let me go i just wish that i would've known but i didn't not at all and when it was all set in stone i wish you could've let me know a little sooner but you didn't so now i'm just laying under the sheets with all the cold surrounding me and i can't sleep not even for a moment it feels like my head is caving in i don't know where to begin to get these memories out of my mind i don't want to hit the bottle this time but I think I will anyway it's the only thing that's gonna make me feel better today but I think I will anyway it's the only thing that's gonna make me feel better today I'm tired of making friends I'm tried of making amends I'm tired of getting fucked over by girls I'm tired of making friends I'm tried of making amends I'm tired of getting fucked over by girls I'm tired of making friends I'm tried of making amends I'm tired of getting fucked over by girls I'm tired of making friends I'm tried of making amends I'm just getting tired of getting fucked over by this world.