Original lyrics

EN

One, two, three, four Out of my head I'm beggin' foreskin to skin You don't say much 'cause you've been cheated before me I know you think I think I'm better than I am But I'm not tryna wake up in some promise land I just want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of chasing after holy ghosts Been tryna tell you I want you the most You're always looking like a photograph just took Acting high life reading your old russian books Don't I know you think I think I'm better than I am Oh, honey I'm not tryna wake up in some promise land I just want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of chasing all these holy ghosts Been tryna tell you I want you the most And I talk so much I talk so much it's nice I talk so much because I'm scared to begin God, I want a secret life Where you and I can get bored out of our minds I just wanna have you in a secret life 'Cause I'm sick of looking after all my ghosts Been tryna tell you I love you the most