California lyrics

I found myself alone in California A solitaire figment of my youth I told them all I made my way back months ago But I'm still too hung up on you, woah oh Just trying to find my way back in my mind, woah oh Just trying to find my way while there's still time I tried to find a cause in my confusion Maybe we were right, the time was wrong I closed my eyes and ceaselessly find you inside I'm lost in all the words to my own song, woah oh Just trying to find my way back to you Just trying hard to figure out the truth Sometimes I can't sleep at night Knowing that you'll be too good for him Ten years down the line You'll settle down, a small town Michigan Light beer and cheap box wine Wondering if he's cheating again When you could've been my queen I lost all sense of what I had intended I can't remember where this song began But maybe jubilation led to youthful procrastination So I bought myself a plane ticket and ran Sometimes I can't sleep at night Knowing that you'll be too good for him Ten years down the line You'll settle down, a small town Michigan Light beer and cheap box wine Wondering if he's cheating again When you could've been my queen Just get [?] Just trying to find my way back to you Just trying hard to figure out the truth