Zenmai lyrics

I've make-believe freedom in my handI've make-believe freedom in my hand I escaped and was puzzledI escaped and was puzzled あしあとにつばをはきすべてをてきにしashiato ni tsuba wo haki subete wo teki nishi "cloudy hearts\"にすがり"cloudy hearts" ni sugari "いるばしょ\"にすがり"iru basho" ni sugari I shut in time in darkness りゆうをさがすのかI shut in time in darkness riyuu wo sagasu no ka? Taking each other's hands with resignationTaking each other's hands with resignation あいまいななぐさめと Though I understand allaimai na nagusame to Though I understand all すぎゆくひびをいつまでゆびをくわえたちつくしみてるのかsugiyuku hibi wo itsu made yubi wo kuwae tachitsukushi miteru no ka? Many times, refrain, I talk to myselfMany times, refrain, I talk to myself おもくさびたとびらをひらきomoku sabita tobira wo hiraki うしろのゆうわくをおそれずにいるあおいをushiro no yuuwaku wo osorezu ni iru aoi wo きみにさしこむひかりにかざせばkimi ni sashikomu hikari ni kazaseba ぜんまいはときはなつzenmai wa tokihanatsu くらやみでうごかずにしまいこんだkurayami de ugokasazu ni shimaikonda おくびょうなふるどけいのぜんまいをまたまきokubyou na furudokei no zenmai wo mata maki とまったままのときのゆくえときみはtomatta mama no toki no yukue to kimi wa ぼくはつれだすよboku wa tsuredasu yo I hauled in the thread which led to you in a deep placeI hauled in the thread which led to you in a deep place I shut in you for a long timeI shut in you for a long time Don't worry about it. I'm safe. I never changedDon't worry about it. I'm safe. I never changed いつからかぼくはひとりになっていたitsu kara ka boku wa hitori ni natteita But I noticed youBut I noticed you たぐっていとのさきできみにさいかいしたらtagutte ito no saki de kimi ni saikai shitara あきらめはてばなしきみとてをとりあおうakirame wa tebanashi kimi to te wo toriaou からまっていたかこげんざいみらいはkaramatteita kako genzai mirai wa ぜんまいがときほどくzenmai ga toki hodoku みせかけのじゆうはきえてmisekake no jiyuu wa kiete あれはてたちでみらいをうばおうarehateta chi de mirai wo ubaou ひかりのさすじゆうはすぐそばにhikari no sasu jiyuu wa sugu soba ni ひもとくしゅうけつへhimotoku shuuketsu e うしなったいたわりのPARTSをつなぎushinatta itawari no PARTS wo tsunagi こわれゆくPRIDEをおしみなくみすててしまおうkowareyuku PRIDE wo oshiminaku misutete shimaou たとえたびのとちゅうでちからつきてもtatoe tabi no tochuu de chikara tsukite mo びょうしんのCLUBはやまないbyoushin no CLUB wa yamanai