Ai Wo Shiru lyrics

ikiterya ii koto aru mon sa jibun no koto ga zutto kirai datta'n da shinde shimaitai to omotteta yaritai koto nanka betsu ni nanimo nakatta shi shourai no yume wo kangaeta koto mo nakatta gakkou nanka nakunareba ii tomodachi wa hitori mo hoshikunai doushite boku wa umareta no ka? inochi no tsukai michi wo (mote amashiteru) muda de shikanai boudai na jikan to ikari to zetsubou magirasu ni wa mayonaka zenryoku de hashiru shika nakatta kimi to deatte nakete kita nazeka namida ga tomaranai kokoro tozashiteta boku ga onaji itami wo kanjita sonzai me no mae ni iru kimi wo dakishimetai to omotta kore ga ai to shitte mou hitori no jibun ni kizuku uooooo jibun ga kawaru nante shinjirarenai yo dakedo betsujin no boku ga iru dareka to hanashitai nante arienakatta shi ashita no koto nanka tanoshimi ni shita koto nakatta mirai wa itsu datte yuuutsu de yononaka wa mendou da to omotteta doushite hito wa ikiru'n darou? nani wo nokoshitai tte iu'n da? (eien ja nai) tatta ichido kiri no jinsei dakedo suteta mon ja nai tte koto sa sou youyaku ima ni natte wakatta ki ga suru yo kimi no mune de nakasete kure kyou made ikitete yokatta nante suteki na sekai darou nukumori ni boku wa tsutsumareteru zutto sagashite ita ikigai wa soko ni atta kore ga shiawase nanda kizukasete kurete arigatou aa aa daisuki da (daisuki da) yatto deatta daiji na hito ga koko ni iru aa aa daisuki da (daisuki da) kimi no (kimi no) tame ni (tame ni) ikiru kimi to deatte nakete kita nazeka namida ga tomaranai kokoro tozashiteta boku ga onaji itami wo kanjita sonzai me no mae ni iru kimi wo dakishimetai to omotta kore ga ai to shitte mou hitori no jibun ni kizuku kimi no mune de nakasete kure kyou made ikitete yokatta nante suteki na sekai darou nukumori ni boku wa tsutsumareteru zutto sagashite ita ikigai wa soko ni atta kore ga shiawase nanda kizukasete kurete arigatou dounika ikiterya dareka to deatte ai wo shiru