Surreal lyrics

I want it all to mean so much Not just to smear from your touch Not just to fall from your lips Not just to break from my fingertips Then i went headlong Into something wrong And swore to come back again But you make it so real Your'e making me feel I think you're helping me heal So how do I come back in This time I want it all to fill me up Not just to spill from a cup Not just to dim in the eclipse And cover up the light when the shadow slips But you make it so real You're making me feel I think you're helping me heal So how do I come back in This time