Foolishly Convinced lyrics

My traumatic fragility No affection, passion and emotions My afflicted personal world Ambition shines like gold I lost my time searching for pleasure Relations swallowed by the void Foolishly convinced I follow my way Coming across eternal rivals Confidence so far brought me deception Only deep inside I feel real This is my defense I fall into cold sphere of emotions Depression, sadness and sorrow Like consequence of fear And the emotional freezing of my soul