Castle in Hollywood lyrics

I rack my brain, spend hours and days I still can't figure it out What happened that year in our house Still learning to live without you I wonder what you tell your friends Which version of our fairy story The one where you walk out in glory Or the night I moved out in a hurry? I think about you always Tied together with a string I thought that lilies died by winter Then they bloomed again in spring It's a heartbreak Marked the end of our girlhood We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood Thirty months have come and gone I'm dating the boy that we dreamed of I wish I could tell him about us I wish I could tell you how I finally fell in love There's not a single day Where I didn't wish we were better That I couldn't borrow your sweater We were meant to be forever and ever I think about you always Tied together with a string I thought that lilies died by winter Then they bloomed again in spring It's a heartbreak Marked the end of our girlhood We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood I wish you well, I wish like hell You hadn't lied, we could be fine The way I dress, overobsess Still just like you I owe it to the best, worst friend I've ever had I think about you always Tied together with a string I thought that lilies died by winter Then they bloomed again in spring My first heartbreak Marked the end of my girlhood We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood