I do Not Understand lyrics

I do not understand more , because everything this only happens with me, and with nobody, to have that to go to the house of my uncle and to see the father-in-law of it , to be alone not to eat, not to drink, not to go to my place preferred during one month , not to see my grandmother! to use clothes ridicule! to be without cellular! to have that to be organized to go for another city, to be hurt, very being devaluated, They leave I to be eat I am! he gives more value to me! AHHHHHHHHHHHH any one in my place would die, but already I am accustomed to have that to be devaluated ! I do not understand wants to kill me, ok more you will see what is good for you coughing I turn, I'm not square it and if I say that my life is not perfect you I'm so grumpy and not going to bother me! hey! This is me !!! yé