hate lyrics

I wanna die so bad It cycles back to you And you don't care I don't wanna be here The end is looking clear You're so fucking perfect, it eats me up The world's a piece of shit That teaches us to cope How did you know that I'd be here? The end's looking clear You're so fucking perfect The light's too bright, so close the blinds I think you hate me, that's alright I hate me too, it's all I do I'm just being honest I haven't forgotten The things that I promised I need to be honest I hate the way I am I hate the way I am Always get too high in my room I sit and cry Why do I always feel like this? I don't really mind it How can I be so spineless? Well I don't know I need to change but I can't wake up and see the use If I could choose the change that I acted Would it really matter? Or change anything? The light's too bright, so close the blinds I think you hate me, that's alright I hate me too, it's all I do I'm just being honest I haven't forgotten The things I've promised I need to be honest I hate the way I am I hate the way I am