Loathe lyrics

Choking on the dirt that I’ve been force fed The population is bleeding me dry Swallow my pride as I watch the Moon light Seep into my pores I only fear the end It happens over and over again Separation it fucks with my head Bullshit, I am constantly fed Auto phobia I wish I was dead Fuck I try to hide the shame away On the edge of the precipice Never to see the light of day Cursed to be a nihilist Endless pits of fucking madness And I’m so afraid, the spiraling entity stuck in my brain Crafted an outward persona Threatening to tear me apart Hopeless I can never escape It’s out of my hands Not even screams can break this silence Choking on the dirt that I’ve been force fed The population is bleeding me dry Swallow my pride as I watch the Moon light Seep into my pores I only fear the end It happens over and over again Separation it fucks with my head Bullshit, I am constantly fed Auto phobia I wish I was dead Helpless against the ever growing darkness Hopeless I can never escape It’s out of my hands Not even screams can break this silence I can’t stand myself I try to hide the shame away On the edge of the precipice Never to see the light of day Cursed to be a nihilist