How Far Down Can I Go lyrics

I've hurt all who loved me they don't understand That my life is out of control All that really matters is this bottle in my hand How far down can i go Tonight it's the bottom tomorrow what then Anything that brings the happy glow Once i loved someone i wish i could again How far down can i go I'd steal a newsboy's dimes for a small glass of wine My hands get to trembling so I brought many a tear to my mama's eyes How far down can i go