I Am More Than Enough lyrics

I am more than enough I used to iron out my edges just to fit your frame Stay quiet when I should have spoken, swallowed all my pain Left my own voicemail just to hear somebody check on me 'Cause you were always home but never really there for me I learned to read your silence like a second language, yeah Apologized for crying, called it being sensitive Kept the lights off when you're coming late just grateful you came back Didn't know that love wasn't supposed to feel like that I am more than enough, yeah More than the mess you left behind More than the nights I spent losing my mind I am more than enough, more than enough More than the girl who kept shrinking herself More than the love I was giving someone else I am more than enough I always was, I just forgot I found a journal from the year that we were falling apart It said: Be better, try harder, don't break his heart Like I was the one who needed fixing, Lord, the audacity I was pouring from an empty cup and calling that maturity And my girls kept saying: Lena, you deserve so much more But I was too deep in the story to walk out the door So I stayed another season, watched another bloom Watered every inch of you and left nothing for my roots I am more than enough, yeah More than the mess you left behind More than the nights I spent losing my mind I am more than enough, more than enough More than the girl who kept shrinking herself More than the love I was giving someone else I am more than enough I always was, I just forgot And I'm not angry anymore I'm just tired of being small I'm not crying over you I'm crying 'cause I gave you all of me And I want it back now This morning I looked in the mirror, really looked, like I hadn't done in years And the girl staring back at me wasn't broken She was just still here Still standing in the bathroom at 7: 00 AM with dry eyes and soft hands and a brand new plan I'm reclaiming every sigh, every late night, every prayer Every piece of me I left in rooms that didn't care So let the record show I chose me Finally, finally, I chose me I am more than enough, yeah More than the mess you left behind More than the nights I spent losing my mind I am more than enough, more than enough More than the girl who kept shrinking herself More than the love I was giving someone else I am more than enough I always was, I just forgot I don't need to be chosen to know my worth I don't need a witness to know what I survived This right here, this is mine I am enough I am enough Always was