Broken lyrics

I'm out of control I'm starting to see red The world is spinning And so is my head I'm so confused now I don’t know where I stand I'm backing off until I feel the wall at my back Am I against a wall Or down on the floor? I take a breath in But that’s a mistake Everything is coming out now Raw, not rehearsed I tried to leave once But I guess it wasn’t meant to be So I struggle now Trapped inside this cell I built I claw everything so hard Trying to break free I don’t want to pretend I'm okay anymore I scream so loud Until I'm out of breath My throat is sore My voice is gone I'm tired of playing this game I know I can’t be the man I once was That man is gone Just like my voice in a distant past A past I must put to rest I didn’t know better then But do I now? How to carry on Whithout someone to lean on? How to move forward if It's always been a lonely road? But must I carry all this burden? How to stand tall? It's heavy, I can't breathe Even though my chest is empty? How to be strong When I am brought down to my knees? Why am I so weak? How to stand up When everything you think of Is to let go? Without anything in sight What am I to fight but myself In this pitch black night? I am broken And so is everybody else But I am the one That cannot be fixed I just need a reason To walk this path Or a light to guide me In this darkness I find myself Something that tells Everything will be alright or else! Am I living or surviving Maybe I'm just a passenger 'Cause I was never the one driving No one can help me It's a path I was forced into The road is long And I must go alone Onde day I'll find the truth about What has been going on It's time to let go of times past 'Cause good or bad I don't want to miss want's next I am broken And so is everybody else But I am the one That cannot be fixed I just need a reason To walk this path Or a light to guide me In this darkness I find myself Something that tells me Everything will be alright Everything will be alright Alright or else! Everything will be alright