despair lyrics

I've lost my cool I'm not sure how to act Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact Well, I don't know if this is it But can't you see No, I'm not falling for you So, please have mercy on me 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear I'm not gasping for air I want you to be here But please don't come near 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand-holding It's not love, I swear It might be closer to despair No, I don't want you to teach me how to dance Get your heart away from me You'll put me into a trance And even though I think about you day and night I'm not sure if this whole love thing Sounds quite right 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear I'm not gasping for air I want you to be here But please don't come near 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand-holding It's not love, I swear It might be closer to despair 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand-holding It's not love, I swear It might be Closer To despair