Carload Of Whatever lyrics

I'll never find a good enough wife I've seen the diamonds in my skull I'll photograph myself giving head Or burn myself a new nose Yeah, yeah, you got the drama alright Yeah, yeah, you got the hurt, hurt! Oh boy, oh boy, you're learning to survive Surviving is what my parents do Can't find a noose, can't find a razor, too good a swimmer I'm out of poison, I'm out of patience, I'm anorexic Come back here, come back here, I want your blood in me! [undecipherable screaming]