Silence lyrics

3 AM, I said I would be in bed by 10 But then you said to come thru, hmm And of course I went Talked about nothing with a few fake friends Just to be around you For a minute or two So here I wait Half drunk in the drizzling rain In jeans too tight for me to breathe But you don't know a single thing 'Cause I'm screaming in silence Oh, I can't say what's on my mind Boy, you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me Remix plays on cheap speakers of a song I hate Teardrops in the bathroom Don't know what to do So I gloss my lips Remind myself that I'm a badass bitch And I don't really need you Till I believe that it's true But still, I wait Half drunk in this drizzling rain In jeans too tight for me to breathe But you don't know a single thing 'Cause I'm screaming in silence I can't say what's on my mind Boy you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too And babe, I know it's pathetic that I've stayed With all these words trapped in my brain But till I learn to walk away I'll be screaming in silence I can't say what's on my mind Boy you're singing like a siren And it's keeping me awake at night I wish you knew But I'm never telling you Oh, I'm screaming in silence 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me too, too 'Cause I don't wanna hear you say you don't want me