I'm Sorry Maria lyrics

Do you miss me, Maria? Are you sad that I'm gone? I can't stop it, Maria I thought I could be free It's so sad that I'm not On the rooftop, Maria Overlooking the yard In the back of the truck With the radio up She's always playing my songs And I closed my eyes when we kissed and imagined You were the one, who I really love Close my eyes when we kiss and imagine That I'm in their arms And then I wished you were gone I'm sorry, Maria You know it's been hard You know I keep holding on To this idea, Maria That I could be free It's so sad that I'm not Do you miss me, Maria? (I know you miss me) Are you sad that I'm gone? (And I'm so sorry) I can't stop it, Maria (I can't stop it) I thought I could be free It's so sad that I'm not (It's so sad) I'm a natural disaster I'm the puppet, you're the dancer I sold one lie after lie And made a couple thousand dollars That I spent on girls who hate me Have I said "I love you" lately? I don't think you love me lately at all I'm sorry, Maria You know it's been hard You know I keep holding on To this idea, Maria That I could be free It's so sad that I'm not And I closed my eyes when we kissed and imagined That you were the one Who I really love Close my eyes when we kiss and imagine That I'm in their arms And then I wished you were gone I'm sorry, Maria (I'm so sad) I'm sorry, Maria (You know I keep holding on) I'm sorry, Maria (I keep holding on) I'm sorry, Maria (It's so sad that I'm not) I'm sorry, Maria And I'm so messed up, baby I shouldn't have kept you here With a promise that got broken I'm twenty five shades of fear On the rooftop where you told me You wanted to see this through And I meant it when I told you I was gonna try hard for you, Maria