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I close my eyes to see The man I want to be I know I need to rest And maybe breathe again Remember where I’ve been Try to find out where I'm going I haven’t truly laughed in ages I feel like lifes just turning pages Sometimes I just want to get in truck and drive until I get lost To find home, to find home, to find home again I put the bottle down So I might hear those sounds So many years spent cold and silent I miss my family And how things used to be But the past lives on Like songs on repeat So many times I've tried to stop it But the clock races like it's being forgotten If the world could smile all at the same time Id die happy To find home, to find home, to find home again From beginning to the end To the lovers, to the friends There's been nightmares But there's been dreams I will rise again Oh I will rise, I will rise again To find home, to find home, to find home again