I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore lyrics

Does Heaven ever mourn for me? When I beg for a God that I barely believe in Never a vacancy that makes it worth the sacrifice I fucking die every day of my life It's never enough to just slit my throat My body a prison that won't ever let me go My lungs deteriorate while I'm gasping for air How long until I suffocate? How long until the bleeding turns to withering? I've seen how it ends but there's no way to leave Cursed to life that feels like a disease I don't want to be here anymore I don't want to be here anymore Can I just be erased Left inside the shadows to waste If everything we love gets taken from us Was I never loved by anyone? It was never enough Does Heaven ever mourn for me? Does Heaven ever mourn when everybody leaves? Does Heaven ever mourn for me? Begging to suffocate Everyone leaves