Original lyrics

EN

I work so hard, I'm a mess Too fucking caught up in my head I try to scream, I try to express I try to convince myself I'm dead I'm not free, I'm not me I'm a reaction of what I've been This isn't real, I can't feel I am lost and can't be found How can I speak? How can I yell? How can I unlock my own shell? How can I be? How can I see? How can I find what's lost in me? I'm not afraid, I'm not scared I'm just caught up in my head Cannot speak, cannot breathe Wanna run away from me Cannot scream, cannot yell Cannot fight away my hell I can't feel, I can't break Maybe my life was a mistake I can't see, I can't hear I'm afraid of what I fear Cannot speak, cannot breathe Wanna run away from me Cannot scream, cannot yell Cannot fight away my hell I can't feel, I can't break Maybe my life was a mistake I can't see, I can't hear I'm afraid of what I fear Cannot speak, cannot breathe Wanna run away from me I work so hard, I'm a mess Too fucking caught up in my head I try to scream, I try to express I try to convince myself I'm dead I'm not free, I'm not me I'm a reaction of what I've been This isn't real, I can't feel I am lost and can't be found How can I speak? How can I yell? How can I unlock my own shell? How can I be? How can I see? How can I find what's lost in me? I'm not afraid, I'm not scared I'm just caught up in my head Cannot speak, cannot breathe Wanna run away from me