Original lyrics

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I always cop the blame Anxiety is peaking I'm never feeling safe See spiders in the ceiling There’s nothing left to gain So what the point in breathing? I wanna fucking change And give my life a meaning They don’t care what I say (what I say) I'm always fucking lonely Wish I could go away (go away) Then maybe you will love me These drugs inside my brain (inside my brain) The insides fucking ugly I never feel okay (feel okay) I guess I'm never lucky My Body starts to rain (it starts to rain) It’s Looking kinda bloody I'm sippin on the drank (on the drank) My cup is kinda muddy Sometimes I gotta pray (I gotta pray) The world will always fuck me I really wanna stay (I wanna stay) But life is not so lovely I always cop the blame Anxiety is peaking I'm never feeling safe See spiders in the ceiling There’s nothing left to gain So what the point in breathing? I wanna fucking change And give my life a meaning They don’t care what I say (what I say) I'm always fucking lonely Wish I could go away (go away) Then maybe you will love me These drugs inside my brain (inside my brain) The insides fucking ugly I never feel okay (feel okay) I guess I'm never lucky My Body starts to rain (it starts to rain) It’s Looking kinda bloody I'm sippin on the drank (on the drank) My cup is kinda muddy Sometimes I gotta pray (I gotta pray) The world will always fuck me I really wanna stay (I wanna stay) But life is not so lovely I always cop the blame Anxiety is peaking I'm never feeling safe See spiders in the ceiling There’s nothing left to gain So what the point in breathing? I wanna fucking change And give my life a meaning