Flowers On My Grave lyrics

I'm climbin' these stairs Tell me where I'm goin' Everythin' lately feels like a letter I never wanted to read I wanna do anythin' better than I'm doin' now I want to do it even better Linkin Park knows how hard I'm tryin' But no one understands that my thoughts are killin' me All these voices and these faces I've known inside my head are chasin' me I'm feelin' short of space all over the place I can't see that I'm drownin' in my tears Please don't try to save me I'm havin' waking nightmares Don't say that sleepin' for long nights won't solve it I'm puttin' flowers on my grave I know it's not just you who wants the Sun to rise for me But I'm diggin' my own grave I'm tired of waitin' for the Sun to rise in this storm 'Cause all my flowers have already wilted I'm so exhausted from tryin' to be enough And my soul is already screamin' If my scars don't stop bleedin' Will I never shine like the other stars in the sky? I didn't wanna cry But I wish I could do it without havin' to dry my tears I wanted to live without so many fears I'm puttin' flowers on my grave I know it's not just you who wants the Sun to rise for me But I'm diggin' my own grave I'm puttin' flowers on my grave