Original lyrics

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Lipstick on my collarbone Crying in the bathroom, phone on silent mode I say I'm fine like it's a joke But my heart's racing to a beat I chose I'm not okay, but I'm breathing Still broken, still believing I'm messy and alive Dancing through the bad nights If I fall, I fall in glitter I don't wanna be fixed, I wanna feel it Yeah, I'm messy and alive Hands up, tears collide I survived another night I'm messy and alive Laughing with my demons close We made peace, now we overdose Every scar is neon light Proof I made it through the fight I'm messy and alive Dancing through the bad nights If I fall, I fall in glitter I don't wanna be fixed, I wanna feel it Yeah, I'm messy and alive Don't save me Just stay with me I'm messy and alive Still shining, still on fire