Not On My Mind lyrics

Sitting quietly on my own Don’t know where I put my phone Tough anxiety has consumed me And bled deep into my soul You had me beggin, beggin, beggin, beggin For you back Now, oh, I’m fast asleep Close my eyes I’m lost inside My own demented mind Now you’re dead to me Is it weird I’m dead inside But feel so much more alive Don’t feel nothing anymore All the pain is set aside Never drunk but always high At least you’re not on my mind I say I’m over you I swear it’s true Some nights I just don’t follow through You’re so bad for me you abuse me But I keep on using you You had me beggin, beggin, beggin, beggin For you back Now, oh, I’m fast asleep Close my eyes I’m lost inside My own demented mind now you’re dead to me Is it weird I’m dead inside But feel so much more alive Don’t feel nothing anymore All the pain is set aside Never drunk but always high At least you’re not on my mind