HEART OF DARKNESS lyrics

(You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you) (You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through) He's cryin' in my arms, why can't I understand him? He says my heart is darker than the ocean that I stand in He's cryin' in my arms, but I don't wanna fix it Nothing really matters when he wished that I was different I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna stay I don't wanna lie, so I just look away In another life, we'd have our wedding day But that is not today, and this ain't love, 'cause You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through You don't realize where my head is when I'm with you I know that it's awful and I wanna change it, but I can't And even if I had a second chance I would screw you all over again And again, and again Because I have a heart of darkness (ooh) Lily, is that you? Before I even saw you, he was already my wallpaper Never thought I'd be one, but I guess that I'm a heartbreaker Audacious, outrageous To think I wouldn't end up with somebody who ain't famous, damn I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna stay I don't wanna lie, so I just look away In another life, baby, I would've stayed But that is not today, and this ain't love You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through You don't realize where my head is when I'm with you I know that it's awful and I wanna change it, but I can't And even if I had a second chance I would screw you all over again And again, and again Because I have a heart of darkness (Oh) heart of darkness (Oh) heart of darkness (Oh) heart of darkness (Oh) so forgive me