What Livin's For lyrics

When I left sunday night Something fell into place I might be losing love But I'm gaining grace You hope I'm miserable You want to drag me down I hate to break it to you But I ain't never lived like I live now I dance with my shoes off I'm always up for good conversation Even with the strangers at my door I jump on my bed, I laugh til I cry And I don't have regrets anymore That's what livin's for You got your mama on your side But she don't know half the truth Does she hold you while you cry? Does she tuck you in at night? And does she hope I'm miserable too? Well, if you get where you're going Don't take the memories of me I don't wanna be the dirt under your fingernails Ain't it time you washed me clean?