Defense for a G lyrics

Oh I ain't fine for death need a shit looking like this 'Cause I see in pieces the places I’d rather be I want defense for myself I can get arrest Or get shot by a gang I seek protection for my health All my friends and me relaxed Me young rich but no cash I'm tired of pain to be healed No more sick songs for peace So who's gon apportion all my great senses I feel like playing with the gun where the life do kill I pull the trigger and see the side of life done’s for real Though I give me hope following me Is too far? I gotta reach I don't say I I shoulda leave Is it too sad? I don't need to brake I just pray when I don't see (path) It seems a payback for all my all my sins I don’t know how you fight for the paining They cuffing me to go back where I came from I sometimes wonder why this life’s getting erased They think I got crazy cause they fooled by the cash (hear me) About when my niggas died last year like ukrainians I stalk my friends for safety reasons why my mood of brainy Every since I left my city oh g I'm rolling prolines Every bandos trieda have me mad I cried them river I would give you love sorry this shit's coughing me greedily If I had to seat I'd pull up tha gun in your head for real So much lost in war while you're breathing, than live it for real What you really don't know is how this world is breaking for real I want defense for myself I can get arrest Or get shot by a gang I seek protection for my health All my friends and me relaxed Me young rich but no cash I'm tired of pain to be healed No more sick songs for peace So who's gon apportion all my great senses I feel like playing with the gun where the life do kill I pull the trigger and see the side of life done’s for real Though I give me hope following me Is too far? I gotta reach I don't say I shoulda leave Is it too sad? I don't need to brake I just pray when I I don't see (path) It seems a payback for all my all my sins