If only I never existed. lyrics

Told you girl I love you I shouldn’t pop them pills You gone have my kids Who feed my fam If one day I can’t chill If one day I can’t breathe When I fall down from that sleeep I wake up repeat Could that be my depression I should reach out often And pop anti depressants Still ain't call my moma My brotha them really don’t speak Baby girl sometimes I don’t eat I wake I repeat