Beyond Beautiful lyrics

I'd love to hate you and I hate to say good bye Although it's real I've been living in a lie The more I know the more I hate I have to run I deceive myself It's like necking with a gun For this time I start to realize that life's a bitch She hits you in the face and gives and tender Judas kiss Every thought is like salt in my wounds Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too In a different place No expectations just our will I am losing you pace by pace You're beyond beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will When I look at your perfect face You're beyond beautiful I hate to love you but I do I cant deny I found myself by losing you in better lies It's five past twelve maybe I was still too young I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run In a different place No expectations just our will I am losing you pace by pace You're beyond beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will For the last time your perfect face You're beyond beautiful You're beyond beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will For the last time your perfect face You're beyond beautiful In a different place When I carry you to your grave You're beyond beautiful