The Art of Being Torn Out lyrics

I'm not feeling better Does it mean that I still feel I'm building this out of nothing Don't mind it taking the best of me Ahhh! Yeah All I had was never enough Trying hard not to fuck this up I stuck the needle way too deep Can't pull it out I'm way too high on dopamine To come back down I'm breaking down I don't wanna fall I built this up just to save me from Drowning Killing Myself I don't wanna let this go Am I right or just tripping Is there blood leaking out of me Dropping down to the rhythm Of my heart getting out of beat Look at me Coming clean A sacrifice for you to see Fake apologies The keep surrounding me Drown Kill Baptized by decay Drown Kill I let my sharpened blades Eviscerate I'm breaking down I don't wanna fall I built this up just to save me from Drowning Killing Myself I don't wanna let this go I'm breaking down I don't wanna fall I built this up just to save me from Drowning Killing Myself I don't wanna let this go I'm not feeling better Does it mean that I still feel I'm building this out of nothing Don't mind it taking the best of me Drown Kill Don't mind it taking the best of me