Mellow, Cool, And Painfully Aware lyrics

Tired pleasing woman touch for life in need of love Eternal bliss is numb but passing sadness overwhelm despite the love Hidden disatisfaction just confused inside in me The need to hide is useless, peace is on her side I'm a peaceful man And being mellow cool is so desirable All I need is something to believe And I can't believe in one mistake Easy lies build one on one in time Even nice guys can lose control Mellow, cool, and painfully aware Deeper, cruel, painfully aware It's my best Surely meaningless I hurt her, felt so angry yet so powerless