Indecision lyrics

The time The time has come And here, i'm seen as one Whose words can not be true Whose lies are worthless too And i look into my decision Should i say my indecision's my life And i know nothing ever changes But how many time's i've changed my mind And i can say that i've been told a lot Like what is good and what is not Why don't i have what he has got And is that even what i want I worry for my sanity They want what you don't wanna be That you don't love me You love me And they don't mean it Mean it Mean it I dream but i don't sleep Can't fall, i'm in too deep I bleed but i don't hurt I scream but can't be heard And i look into my decision Should i say my indecision's my life And i know nothing ever changes But how many time's i've changed my mind And i can say that i've been told a lot Like what is good and what is not Why don't i have what he has got And is that even what i want I worry for my sanity They want what you don't wanna be That you don't love me You love me And they don't mean it Mean it Mean it