sorry i'm a downer lyrics

I'm sorry I'm a downer I'm a mess now, it's true Searching for a feeling When these feelings can kill you I'm just talking to my problems It's way past trying to solve them I could lead a double life One that's happy, one that's mine Life's a big ol' fuckin' pattern And I'm sick of getting sadder, yeah When the past cuts just like a knife Heartbeat repeating every faster Tired, but doesn't even matter? When everyday's the same, that's life Catch me falling through my youth I know it's nothing new I'm sorry I'm a downer I'm a mess now, it's true Searching for a feeling When these feelings can kill you I'm sorry I'm a downer I'm a mess now, it's true Searching for a feeling When these feelings can kill you I think that maybe this is manic Should I panic again? Life loves keeping me a hostage And neither one of us wins Living a lie It's perfectly designed I tried to let you know You gotta let me go I know this is nothing new I'm sorry I'm a downer I'm a mess now, it's true Searching for a feeling When these feelings can kill you I'm sorry I'm a downer I'm a mess now, it's true Searching for a feeling When these feelings can kill you