Holding On To Nothing lyrics

It's been so long Since you've shown me a sign of life This feeling comes and goes But it's here tonight This time the hurt isn't worth Putting up the fight I wish my head could tell my heart How to get it right I thought i'd be someone you'd love by now Should i keep on waiting While you keep fading? I keep holding on to nothing With every move i make i only push you away Why must i kill everything that i try to save? Some want it all but it's only you i crave With every word i write i'm only digging my grave I thought i'd be someone you'd love by now I'd give you anything you want But you want anything but me You have everything you need And that's anyone but me