Nihilist Kite Flyer lyrics

Am I living my life As if I'm flying a kite Without a string Without any meaning All through the day All through the night Asking myself When I just might When I just might be found When I just might see clearly When I just might be found With my feet above the ground And though i've always wanted an anwser Now I know better Or am I just blind By the need to be defined Caught in between Who I am and who I will be And though i've always wanted an anwser Now I know better Or am I just the one Drifting too close to the sun