I Don't Know Myself lyrics

I don't know What to think I don"t know How to feel No joy Nothing sad Just vast emptiness Here I lie on my bed Smoking cigs Having drinks I don't care what's outside What's inside I don't know myself I don't know What to yearn I don't know How to hope Dead mind Palsied soul Slowly crumbling away Partly left Partly gone I am weak I am tired No more dreams Only sleep I am mute I am deaf