Scarred Awake lyrics

I wake up with these marks again Proof of where I’ve been I tried to heal, I tried to change But the scars remain I'm scarred awake And I can’t escape Every mistake Is written in me I feel it crawl under my skin Every fight I didn’t win I stand here bruised but breathing still Wondering if I ever will I'm scarred awake And I can’t escape Every mistake Is written in me I survived But I'm not the same I'm scarred awake But I'm still alive Scarred awake I refuse to die