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Can I keep fighting to end this? Can I stop falling into the abyss of my thoughts? And find a way to you Can I keep running from myself? And doesn't matter if nobody else can hear But I mean to say 'Cause I'm alone in any kind of way Anxiety will always bring this may I don't know how I still sing Avoiding everyone, everyday Keeping my tears to this day I'm numb Can't find the words anyway So, can I keep fighting to end this? Can I stop falling into the abyss of my thoughts? And find a way to you Can I keep running from myself? And doesn't matter if nobody else can hear What mean to say If there's a proper way to find you I won't be late 'Cause you're the reason that I decided to stay