Ribbons lyrics

When I entered the doorway I was lost for a second in the pouring rain But then I sorted it all out, what was my intention I needed to forgive you I had nothing to hide I faced the flame and tried to let my inner guide me But I would have to let it all go, never understanding why (I was) Wrapped in bandages protecting myself from the outside Cutting one by one ribbons in a ceremony for myself When I centered the negative space I Got clear all the sudden from waiting in vain Was I not good enough, was I feeling off key, was I trying to hard Did I really know why I felt so dead inside, I was in denial Beauty is only skin deep I will feel this creeping unless I decide, I will feel this creeping