Don't Fuck With My Feelings lyrics

You said you were different, and I believed it Said my heart was safe in your hands You touched me like you knew what you were doing Like you understood the weight of “I can't” I let my guard down in small, stupid ways Trusted the tone of your voice at night I thought you saw me, really saw me Not just something convenient in your life I gave you the parts I hide from everyone The softest truths, the ugliest fears And you held them like they were temporary Like they wouldn't matter in a year If you were going to leave anyway You could've just let me go You didn't have to make me feel chosen Just to disappear so slow You didn't fuck with my feelings, you destroyed them Turned my trust into something I regret You didn't break me by accident You knew exactly what you did and still left You didn't fuck with my feelings, you played them Like they were something you could use And now I'm left cleaning up the mess Of believing I was safe with you You knew my heart was fragile You saw the cracks, you stayed And still you walked away like love Was just another game I replay every moment I ignored the signs Every silence I explained away Every time my gut screamed “run” And I chose you anyway You said the words that made me stay You held me when I almost left And that's the part that hurts the most You knew me, and you still did this I wasn't asking for forever I wasn't asking for a vow I was just asking you to be careful With a heart that's bleeding now You didn't got to promise me light If all you had was dark You didn't got to come so close Just to tear me apart You didn't fuck with my feelings, you destroyed them Turned my trust into something I regret You didn't break me by accident You knew exactly what you did and still left You didn't fuck with my feelings, you played them Like they were something you could use And now I'm left cleaning up the mess Of believing I was safe with you I'm not angry, I'm empty And that's worse than pain 'Cause I don't even miss you I miss who I was before your name I hope one day you understand the damage Not in guilt, but in truth I hope someone trusts you the way I did So you finally feel it too I'm rebuilding everything you touched Learning love isn't supposed to hurt like this And the hardest part of letting go Is accepting I didn't imagine it, I lived it So this is me choosing myself at last Not bitter, not broken, just awake You didn't ruin love for me forever You just taught me what I won't take You didn't fuck with my feelings, you destroyed them But I'm still standing, even if I'm scarred You didn't take everything from me You just showed me how strong I am You didn't fuck with my feelings, you lost me And that's the part you'll never fix I loved you honestly, I loved you deeply And I survived the way you did this You lost someone who loved you real