Everytime lyrics

I get tired of your disappearances You get tired of my overthinking (yeah) They all tell me: Just walk away But I still feel my heart sinking (yeah, yeah) I swear I'm done, I swear it's over (yeah) Then you show up out of nowhere (hey) It's like we're stuck inside a story Where the ending's never fair I try not to care about it I try to act like I'm above it But every time I think I'm free from it You get drunk and call me past midnight I get weak and Iose the fight Why, oh why, does this happen every time? I take a shot, say I'm over you But everybody knows that isn't true I turn into someone I don't recognize Why, oh why, does this happen every time? Every time I go back to being Go back to being, go back to being Go back, go back to being The same old me again When I try to find somebody new (yeah) Something always feels off inside They look at me but all I see Is you in a different light They say I'm addicted to chaos That I just can't let you go My heart keeps pulling me backwards Even when my mind says no I try not to care about it I try to rise above it But every time I think I'm free from it You get drunk and call me past midnight I get weak and lose the fight Why, oh why, does this happen every time? I say I'm dome, I swear I tried But onde I miss you and I slide I turn into such a fool for you Why, oh why, does this happen every time? Every time I go back to being Go back to being, go back to being Go back to being, go back to being The same old thing again Maybe I love the way it hurts Maybe I'm scared of something worse Maybe the silence is too loud Maybe I just miss us somehow I tell myself it's the last time Draw a different finish line But the second that you cross my mind I'm already crossing mine I try not to care about it But every time I think I'm free from it You get drunk and call me past midnight I get weak and lose the fight (lose the fight) Why, oh why, does this happen every time? I say I'm done, I swear I tried (I tried) But one I miss you and I slide I turn into such a fool for you Why, oh why, does this happen every time? (Every time, yeah) Every time I go back to being (back to being) Go back to being, go back to being Go back, go back to being The same old me again Every time