Ghost lyrics

Uh I know you hear me through the silence Every night I reach across the bed Trying to hold onto what's already gone Even when it tears me apart instead Look at all the love we tried to save If it were somebody else Maybe they would've walked away But every tear, every sleepless night Still pulls me back to yesterday Baby, you loved me through the damage You were patient with my broken mind You stayed when I was hard to find And I hate myself for hiding all this pain Like saying her name would change anything I know it hurts you when I break down crying again For him Mmmh I know it hurts you when I call out in the dark For him ghost But I'll survive this Yeah, I'll survive this I'm just a boy carrying too much hurt But I love you, let's make this work I'm just a boy carrying too much hurt, yeah Sometimes he still lives inside my dreams Like a shadow dancing in between Every memory comes back like rain And leaves another stain on me After everything we lived through There's still so much I wish I could undo The words we said, the scars we made But I want you here, I want you to stay Baby, you held me through the wreckage You were gentle when I lost control You tried to heal what he stole And I hate myself cause deep inside I still carry pieces I can't leave behind I know it hurts you when I break down crying again For him Mmmh I know it hurts you when I reach into the dark For him ghost But I'll get over this Yeah, I'll get through this I'm just a boy with too much trauma Still learning how to love somebody I'm just a boy with too much trauma Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Every shadow fades eventually Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm still healing what's inside of me Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm boy with a lot of trauma, yeah Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm just a boy with too much trauma, yeah