I Don't Know How To Feel lyrics

Staring at the ceiling tiles counting cracks in my mind Rain outside my window just killing time Heart tangled in a mess can't find the way out Voice inside screaming but can't let it shout Walking around in circles trails in the dust Trying to find the meaning in a world I can't trust Hoping for a sunrise but the night never ends Lost in translation where none of it blends I don't know how to feel when nothing seems real Empty spaces around me a void I can't heal Searching for answers in a whirlpool of doubt Silence is louder than the words that I shout Coffee cups on the counter gathering stains Reflection in the mirror won't reveal my chains Laughing on the outside but crying inside No one ever sees the tears that I hide Running through the motions like a ghost in a maze Days blend together in a foggy haze Trying to grab hold but it slips through my hands Wishing someone out there understands I don't know how to feel when nothing seems real Empty spaces around me a void I can't heal Searching for answers in a whirlpool of doubt Silence is louder than the words that I shout