I Don't Think I'll Ever Get Sober lyrics

I used to dance with danger like it was a game Laughing at the sparks while feeding every flame Didn't see the moment when the fire took control Till it wrapped around my bones and settled in my soul Now I'm standing in the ashes of the life I knew Turning every broken chapter into something new No more hiding from the world behind my window line Watching life just slip away and pass me by (passing me by) And I keep changing These feelings, honestly I'm not on the same schedule That I was, I was, I was, I was If the night keeps calling my name I'll keep dancing inside the flames Everybody says I should let it go But chaos is the only home I know So if you're asking me to start over To wash away the highs and the lows I'm sorry but I already know I don't think I'll ever get sober for while I don't think I'll ever get sober a while (I don't think I'll ever get sober a while) Now I'm learning what the silence in my heart requires How to breathe again without the borrowed highs Every step feels like I'm balancing a wire Between the person that I was and who survives Still there's something pulling me into the deep Like a rhythm in my blood I couldn't keep And the strange part of it all is knowing why The battle lives somewhere inside my mind And I keep changing These feelings, honestly I'm not on the same schedule That I was, I was, I was, I was If the night keeps calling my name I'll keep dancing inside the flames Everybody says I should let it go But chaos is the only home I know So if you're asking me to start over To wash away the highs and the lows I'm sorry but I already know I don't think I'll ever get sober for while I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while) Every scar becomes a map of where I've been Every fall just proves I'm standing up again I'm chasing light across the endless sky Learning how to live without the lies I'm not afraid to fall anymore Not afraid of the dark I saw before If I'm burning then at least I'm alive Reaching for the stars tonight (And the best part about it) (Is that I'm the only one who can do something about it) (I filled the well with some water, it's overflowing) White turning to gold Who knew it would be so bright without the blindfold If the night keeps calling my name (ooh, woah) I'll keep dancing inside the flames Everybody says I should let it go (let it go) But chaos is the only home I know So if you're asking me to start over (over, yeah-yeah) To wash away the highs and the lows I'm sorry but I already know I don't think I'll ever get sober for while I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while, yeah-yeah (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while) (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while) (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while) (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while)