Under The Surface lyrics

In the rush of city lights at night I scramble through the crowded sight Inside I feel a tremor rise But I wear my calm disguise I got this chaos in my mind Like a storm I can't unwind Every step feels like a race But I maintain a steady pace Under the surface I'm shaking Heart's pounding I'm faking Smiling through the fear inside Running away but nowhere to hide Phone's ringing I can't seem to cope Every buzz dismantles my hope Pressure mounts like tidal waves But I stand strong and brave Caffeine's my only friend tonight Keeping eyes wide in the fight But I know this can't last long This battle's gotta make me strong Under the surface I'm shaking Heart's pounding I'm faking Smiling through the fear inside Running away but nowhere to hide