Trying to Disappear lyrics

And I tried too hard to fight through tears And I was here, and I'll be here Trying to disappear The weight of your words The way that you hit me where it hurts Black and blue, your every bruise You'd find a way to make it worse And make your mark And leave these scars And pave your way through my broken heart And it takes me back to the start Of the end As you'd make your way again And you'd say it's in my head And by then, I'd be here Trying to disappear I hope I haunt you like your words do In the dead of night As I fell behind beneath your light Your shadow in the dark As you'd make your mark And leave these scars And carve your way through my open heart And it takes me back to the start Of the end As you'd make your way again And you'd say it's in my head And by then, I'd be here Trying And then you'd stand And you'd make your way again And you'd say it's in my head And by then, I'd be here Trying And you'd make your mark And break my heart in a million shards And carve your way through my open scars And every part of me that died As you said everything was fine And I tried too hard to fight through tears And I was here, and I'll be here Trying to disappear